Tomorrow I have orientation at the college I’ll be attending this fall. I’m really nervous because I’ll be around so many people that I don’t know and I don’t want to be all awkward and weird. I’m really bad in big crowds, they make me so nervous, and I’ll be in a place I’m not familiar with. I’ve spent so much time by myself recently that I’m afraid I’ve lost the ability to converse normally with complete strangers. I can’t go to sleep either and I need to “get up” in like 4 hours. I’m probably just over reacting and it’ll be fine. Yeah…it’ll be fine. I’m fine. I hope.